Friday, February 2, 2007

"Let it Fade"

I got a package last night from my sister, with a new Jeremy Camp CD in it. I listened to it all day in my car and there was one song I kept going back to that just sort of seems to describe my life the past year, with a little bit of inspiration for the new one. I think it's pretty self explanatory.

"Let it Fade"--Jeremy Camp

Have you been walking on a surface that's uncertain? Have you helped yourself to everything that's empty? You can't live this way too long. There's more than this, more than this. Have you been standing on your own feet too long? Have you been looking for a place where you belong? You can rest, You will find rest.

Let this old life crumble, let it fade. Let this new life offered be your saving grace. Let this old life crumble, let it fade, let it fade.

Have you been holding on to what this world has offered? Have you been giving in to all these masquerades? It will be gone. It will be gone. Are you carrying the weight too much, are you running from the call?

Let this old life crumble, let it fade. Let this new life offered be your saving grace. Let this old life crumble, let it fade, let it fade.

Thursday, February 1, 2007

The photographically artistic faces of AFTER-WORK

Okay, what I'm going to try to do is a picture collage with little explanations. But I don't know if it will happen the way I want it to. So be chill aiight ( wow I love those ghetto colloquialisms)

This would be the general "I'm so glad to NOT be at the Tackeria anymore tonight" face
Which then progresses to the "rats I have to make my own stinking dinner and I have nothing left that you cook in the microwave" face. Which, coincidentally, means that I have nothing left to eat, because if you don't cook it in a microwave, I probably don't buy it. Ah, singledom. This is, quite obviously, the "there's no way on earth I'm going grocery shopping now" face. So soon after the devastating news that I have no supper, I speak to my mother. Who informs me she has cooked the best meal ever. Lasagna. Don't worry. It's just the best thing she makes. So WHY DO YOU HAVE TO RUB IT IN THAT I DON'T GET ANY!!!!!!!!! Don't worry. I don't have any rage. Happy happy happy, this is me HAPPY! ( I know the wilkins family will get that line) Actually, I think that I look like a carbon copy of my darling little snutchy brother in this picture.Self explanatory. The poor-me-no-lasagna-face.Wow, so much drama just wears me right out. It's a good thing I can go to bed now and forget about all of it!

I'm Trying!

Trying to figure out how to upload pics...lets see if this one will work.

Hey! It worked. Kinda. Well anyway this is from when I was still working for the dressage barn in PA. I still pretty much look the same. Except I can't find those glasses. Bummer. They were my favorites, too. :( I'm going to end this post and start another because I'm still trying to figure out all this technical stuff. I am SO not into this whole technology age. Except that I don't have to write letters. That's pretty cool. And I don't have to ...well, okay, so maybe I do enjoy the benefits of technology.